I’m so sick of trying to cheer up insecure people. Stop putting yourself down. Stop fucking complaining about your problems. I can’t stand people who pity themselves, complaining gets you no where in life. I know i sound like a total bitch and all your gonna say is I don’t understand and your telling me its cause I’m pretty or skinny I swear to God i’ll slap you across the face if anyone ever says that to me again. Everyone has their own fucking problems and we deal with them nobody is perfect and you have to work to get something, someone or somewhere in life. Its rare for people to be blessed with a perfect life with loving family and friends and good looks, money and an amazing body that’s all fake. Everyone hates something in their life but people really need to learn to appreciate what they have. If you really have nothing don’t sit there and feel bad for yourself your already a strong enough person to be able to get through it all but feeling bad or mopingaround won’t do anything. I feel like I’m the angriest person I know but whenever anyone sees me I’m always smiling. There is so much hate in me bottled up but i guess I’m just a very patient person I’m just waiting for things in life to get better because i know they will someday at one point, even if it isn’t for a long period. So I think I’d rather be someone who is stuck up than someone who is constantly depressed and dreads being alive.
I wish you still had a facebook because I know I could message you and you'd make me feel better :\
tell me about it i neeed to vent tooo i was thinking about reactivating it but i don’t think i am . do you still have your phone you can text me if you do if not i’ll sign on aim yahoo oovoo or skype for youu watever works for yaa
But I had to vent really quick. Im just really stressed and i dont know what to do. I dont like bothering ppl so i keep everything to myself. Obviously thats not working cause now im just miserable fountain of tears. I dont even feel like typing whats wrong anymore smh. UGH. I just need a hug :\
I wish I could fast foward in life so i can see if everything is going to be okay. I just feel like going to sleep and never waking up right now. I just need for everything to be okay…please I need a start over.