just booked 5 nights at this resort in orlando so excited(:
so my mom just told me how my sister said she wished my older brother had a girlfriend so she could have a older sister to hang out with .. my heart dropped because i hate that me and my sister arent that close and she feels that way so I’m gonna try and spend more time and talk to her moree .
1. Watch the sunset together. 2. Take showers together. 3. Back rubs/massages. 4. Listen to classical music and cuddle in the dark or w/blacklight. 5. French Kiss. 6. Hold them w/ hands inside the back of her shirt. 7. Whisper to each other. 8. Cook for each other 9. Skinny dip. 10. Make out in the rain. 11. Dress each other. 12. Undress each other. 13. Kiss every part of their body. 14. Hold hands. 15. Sleep together. (Actually sleep with each other*not sex) 16. One word*Foreplay 17. Sit and talk in just underwear. 18. Buy gifts for each other. 19. Roses. 20. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you*re together. 21. Wear his clothes. 22. Find a nice secluded place to lie and watch the stars. 23. Incense/candles/oils/blacklights and music make great for sex (cuddling) 24. Kiss at every chance you get. 25. Don*t wear underwear and let them find out. 26. Kinky is bad*Blindfolds are good. 27. Lightly kiss their collarbone and their jawbone just below the ear,then whisper I love you. 28. Bubble baths. 29. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight. 30. Make love. 31. Write poetry for each other. 32. Kiss/smell her hair. 33. Hugs are the universal medicine. 34. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it. 35. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc. 36. Tell her that she*s the only girl you ever want. Don*t lie. 37. Spend every second possible together. 38. Tell her that she doesn*t have to do anything she doesn*t want to. And mean it. 39. Look into each other*s eyes. 40. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her,and kiss her lightly. 41. Talk to each other using only body language and your eyes. 42. When in public, only flirt w/ each other. 43. Walk behind her and put your hands in her front pockets. 44. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren*t looking. 45. Clothes are no fun. 46. Buy her a ring. 47. Keep one of her bras somewhere where you see it everyday. 48. Sing to each other. 49. Read to each other. 50. PDA = Public Display of Affection. 51. Take advantage of any time alone together. 52. Tell her about how you answered every question in math with her name. 53. Draw. (If you can) 54. Let her sit on your lap. 55. Go hiking and camp out together in the woods or on a mountain. 56. Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and fingers,and cheeks,and collarbones, and hands,and ears. 57. Kiss her stomach. 58. Always hold her around her hips/sides. 59. Guys like half-shirts. 60. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal. 61. Spaghetti* (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?) 62. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart. 63. Unless you can feel their heart beating, you aren*t close enough. 64. Dance together. 65. Sit in front of a roaring fire and make out/make love. 66. I love the way a girl looks right after she*s fallen asleep with her head in my lap. 67. Carry her to bed. 68. Waterbeds are fun. 69. You figure it out. 70. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it. 71. Break every one of your parent*s relationship rules for them. 72. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes 73. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you. 74. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them. 75. Remember your dreams and tell her about them. 76. Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few hours. 77. Ride home and call them. 78. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears. 79. Somehow incorporate them into any kind of religion or worship you have. 80. Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie Points) 81. Act out mutual fantasies together. (Not necessarily sexual) 82. Brush her hair out of her face for her. 83. Stay up all night to think of 101 ways to be sweet to them. 84. Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie points) 85. Go to church/pray/worship together. 86. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked. 87. Cuddle together under a full moon on a clear night. 88. Learn from each other and don*t make the same mistake twice. 89. Everyone deserves a second chance. 90. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her. 91. Make sacrifices for each other. 92. Really love each other, or don*t stay together. 93. Write a fictional story about how you met/fell in love, etc. and give it to them. 94. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren*t thinking about them, and make sure they know it. 95. Love yourself before you love anyone else. 96. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages. 97. Dedicate songs to them on the radio. 98. Fall asleep on the phone with each other. 99. Sleep naked together. 100. Stand up for them when someone talks trash. 101. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, “Sweet dreams.”
a few days ago i put on this mascara that i knew i was allergic to but my stubborn self put it on anyway thinking whatever happens wouldnt be that bad. the next day i woke up with two swollen eyelids haha and my eyes itched like crazy. now i have these puffy saggy eyelids and its gross aha
I was only in “love” once and it was with a boy that i had been seeing for awhile. the reason why i said “love” is because i think love is rare. but i dont think it should be something people should be afraid of. i dont even think people are scared of love i think they are scared of the expectations. to me love is something that you find in the movies and romance novels like where do you find that in real life? and it has to exist if there are so many stories about it. My favorite movies are “The Notebook” and “The Titanic” i guess that tells you a lot about the way i look at love but I’m not a girl that falls easily which has a lot to do with the way view love. It makes me picky and i tell myself if i dont feel or look the way Ali looks at Noah or Rose would die for Jack then its not love. But why be scared of love? its just a word, i dont understand why some people refuse to say it or think of it as a sin like using the word love shouldnt be that serious sometimes like some people make it seem like there are limits to how many times you can use i love you on people in their lifetime. There is nothing wrong with telling someone you love them, there is nothing wrong with someone telling you they love you. Sure you might be scared and thinks its too soon but just think of it as a compliment or something, like why so serious?
Today, I found out that my mother cheated on my father. It turns out she had a drunken one night stand with the manager of the restaurant that my parents own and that I work at. The same manager I have been secretly sleeping with for over six months. FML
so my family, of course aren’t like others. yeah we’re crazy, insane and just plain frustrating like many but there are the tiniest flaws that make us special. my parents were born in Cambodia and escaped during the Khmer rouge genocide, which took me until recently to realize the shit my parents must of went through. My father has 1 sister and 5 brothers, he lost 2 of his brothers during the war and his father. My mother has 2 sisters and 1 brother, she lost her brother in 2000 and honestly i don’t know what happened to her father. My 2 grandmothers, thankfully are still with us and i love them both to death. I am very close with my grandma on my mother’s side, i would consider her as my bestfriend aha but yes she’s also my mom’s bestfriend and I’m not as close with my mom as they are. My grandma re-married in 2001 i think and her husband is the only grandfather me and my siblings have. Even though he isn’t biologically my grandfather he tells the craziest stories, even if he’s been telling the same ones for years aha . I have many many cousins that i love and adore, Ive never met my cousins on my mother’s side though. I have 1 older brother, 1 younger sister and 2 younger brothers. I use to be very close with my older brother but it hasn’t been the same since he hit puberty aha i know that sounds funny but its true, i usually talk to him through my little brother Jerry; who is so special to me. I love that little boy with all my heart no matter how annoying or agitating he can be. I have a 9 year old sister that I’m not that with, we’ve never seen to get along and honestly i never knew why. Actually, when i around i was around 10 i was awful, i was a mean little bully. I use to abuse my sister over the dumbest stuff. I know that sounds horrible and I’m not proud of it but the older she’s getting i see myself again. The way she talks to my little brother is the same why i use to with her but hopefully soon she’ll get out of that stage. My brother Anthany was born after me and he’s the quiet one out of all us well not that quiet if you get to know him. Again me and him aren’t that close but I think he’s a special guy, like when he’s older and ready to date i don’t think he’s gonna be like the other guys out there, he’s kinda old school and sweet and I’d cut a bitch that would ever break his heart lol . My relationship with my parents isn’t the best but its never gotten to the point where Ive been kicked out of the house or physically fought with them, yet aha . My mom and i fight on a daily basis and I’m pretty sure she’s sick of it with all the back and fourth back talking but i think it’s kinda funny and plus its the only way i get to talk to her. With my dad its a bit awkward, i use to be a daddy’s girl and me and him use to be pretty close but of course as soon as i started becoming a teenager things started to change. At my age I feel like we are old enough to see the people are parents really are and of course no one is perfect and i guess we get frustrated and the arguing begins. I’m not saying my dad is a bad person but there are just things i dislike about him. But he’s still my father and i love him same with my mother . I’m almost near the end of my childhood and i don’t wanna waste my last years being pissed at the world or my life. Soon I’ll move out and I’m probably gonna miss all the bullshit living with these monkeys but I absolutely cant wait to move out and get my own place and maybe in like 10 or something years I’m going to be able to start my own mess and go through all of it again except playing a different roll next time aha i love my family <3
5221.) i'm the type of girl who can flirt with any guy and not get attached. i can think clearly in a relationship and not let my emotions overwhelm me. but for some reason, you seem to defy that. and maybe, just maybe, i don't mind it one bit but you have no clue.